You know the voice in the back of your head, the one that as long as you pretend you can't hear everything is okay? That little voice has been repeating the same guys name over and over in my head for the past two years; Ryan. I don't know why I can't give him up. Then again, why does anyone ever like someone. It's just how you feel.

Did you know that supposedly, a girl can smell when a man has an immune system compatible with her own? Like if it immune to things she isn't, she is naturally more attracted to them? I think that's bull. Because if me and Ryan's immune systems are really compatible, why doesn't he like me?